When I decided to start writing this blog, it was, to a large degree, to get out my thoughts and express things that have been on my mind.
This is primarily because, as a western convert to Eastern Orthodoxy, these things often fill my thoughts.
In the coming weeks, I am going to be embarking upon a blog series which will be focused on Western Orthodox Saints going all the way back to the beginning of the Church. I'm doing this as an attempt to lay the groundwork for solid future discussions.
With this first actual post, however, I want to do something different, though.
I want to talk about something that really bothers me, and get it off my chest at the beginning.
I don't know if it is something that will resonate with other people, but I'm going to say it nevertheless.
Right off
the bat, someone reading the title of this article would probably be a tad
confused, and understandably so. In a discussion such as the one I intend to
embark upon here, confusion can easily occur, so I believe that it is
appropriate and necessary to make some remarks here at the outset concerning my
meaning.
When I use
the term “Anglo-Orthodox,” I do not mean that I am an Eastern-leaning Anglican.
In my time in the Anglican Communion, which roughly ran from early 2006 to late
2011, I encountered many different types of Anglican devotion, practice, and
theological persuasion, one as ridiculous and contradictory as the next. Many
people are familiar with the Anglo-Catholic Movement (Oxford Movement),
Charismatic Anglicans, Low-Churchmen, High-Churchmen, and Broad-Churchmen, etc…
ad nauseam.
(As an
aside, how a High Church, real-presence believing, Marian
devotion practicing Anglo-Catholic, can share Communion at same Altar with a Low-Church, sacramental-symbolist Anglo-Pentecostal is simply beyond my ability
to comprehend, but I digress.)
What might
be interesting to some is that there are also quite a few Anglicans that
identify as “Anglo-Orthodox.” There are many of those, and it’s really hard to
take them seriously, to be quite honest. There is even a Society for Eastern
Rite Anglicanism now, which is incredibly silly. It’s really an attempt on the
part of “anything goes” Anglicanism to take upon itself something that certain
individuals consider “neat,” and it doesn’t fit within the context of the
culture of Anglicanism at all, which, as a whole and without exception is (and
always has been) Western.
It is not
my intent here to get off on an Anglican-bashing rabbit trail, nor to apply any of this mish-mash of modern Anglican stuff to
myself. Even though it is precisely this stuff that began to turn me off from the
Anglican Communion to begin with.
Rather, by
using the phrase “Anglo-Orthodoxy,” and applying it to myself, I intend to mean
simply that I am an Anglo (white male, of western European/British Isles
descent), living and worshipping within the Eastern Orthodox Christian Church.
I am not
Russian, Ukrainian, Romanian, Greek, or Arab (though I am frequently asked if I
am Lebanese), or any other ethnicity which is commonly associated with an Orthodox
Country/Culture.
I am an
Anglo (of Irish descent for the most part), and I’m very proud of that. I am extremely proud of my ancestral history, and I acknowledge with gratitude to God that at
some point my ancestors were Western Orthodox Christians.
I see around
me, though, many fellow converts to the Orthodox Faith, who in their severe zeal
and “convertitis” have taken on a persona, if you will.
They have left behind
their identity as Western people and have embraced a sort of pseudo-ethnic
identity that matches their new found parish home. Since I am a member of the
Orthodox Church in America, a jurisdiction with historical ties to the Russian
Church, this typically means, in my experience, that a convert becomes a
Russophile.
To be
completely honest, this has never been of interest to me in the slightest, and I don't understand the attraction.
I don’t
know if it is because I have always been very independent, if it is because I
have never cared too much what other people thought of me, or if it is my
natural inclination to be contrary. Whatever the case may be, though, the ethno-centric
convertitis never really set in with me.
To be
completely and totally honest and transparent here, I really never stopped
thinking of myself as a Western Christian. That is, after all, what I am, no
matter what Church body I may belong to.
No matter
what I do, I cannot cease being what I am.
And if the truth
be told, I shouldn’t have to. This is, after all, how God created me.
I was born
in the West, of Western ancestry, in Western Culture, I speak a Western language,
and I think, act, reason, and speak like a Westerner, for good or ill.
I could go
live in an Eastern country for the rest of my life, and it would not change the
fact that this is who I am.
Why is it,
though, that for so many, entering the Orthodox Church means sacrificing our own ethnic identities at the door?
Further,
why is it that so many Western Christians are required to leave their venerable
and ancient Liturgical and spiritual traditions at the door and embrace
something foreign?
It was pointed
out to me recently that at the time the Russians and Ukrainians stopped
worshipping the pagan gods and embraced Christianity in the period around AD 988, the British and Irish had already been Orthodox Christians for hundreds of years. The Isles already possessed their own glorious liturgical tradition which predated the Russian one by a very long time, and reflected the same liturgical tradition in the West which can still be seen in the Old Roman Rite.
When we
look at this under the microscope of history and especially liturgical life,
(or the so-called unaltered liturgical purity that many Eastern Rite people
claim), that same Russian Liturgical Tradition is probably the oldest and least
tampered-with that we have in practice today in the Eastern Church. This really isn’t saying much, since
it was “changed” (a loose term in Orthodoxy) again during the period of the
Nikonian reforms. The changes in the Eastern tradition are subtle, but they are
definitely there, there is no denying it.
We could spend several dozen posts going over Orthodox Liturgical History, but what I'm trying to get across, in brief, is that the Western Liturgical Tradition (Pre-Vatican II Roman, and to some degree the Anglican) actually reflects an older unbroken liturgical tradition than
the current usage(s) of the Eastern Orthodox Church, whether we want to admit it or not.
Why is it
that we have to relinquish our native liturgical rites and ethnic identity again?
Unfortunately, the reality is that among many recent converts to Orthodoxy there is a reaction against the Christian traditions from which they came. Largely, this is because of certain heresies which cropped up in the Western Church.
I would never deny the reality of these theological problems, and, God-willing, we'll address them at some point.
However, I think it is problematic to simply throw the baby out with the bathwater when becoming Orthodox. It isn't healthy or wise to simply toss aside who we are and embrace something that we're not. If we are Western, then let us be Western and Orthodox in everything that that implies.
We should seriously ask why it is that, given the history of the Orthodox Faith,
and its presence in Western lands up until the Great Schism (and after in
England and Ireland), we would have to embrace Russian, Greek, or Arab norms in order
to be Orthodox, when there is already a deeply rooted way of being Orthodox in our own heritage?
I think it
is time for a renewal. Not some kind
of ridiculous charismatic renewal, like the garbage the Catholics put on. I
think it is time for an Orthodox
renewal. A renewal of Orthodoxy.
That means
that in order for us to shine as Orthodox, we must let Orthodoxy shine! And Orthodoxy has always worked with, and embraced the cultures in which the Church found Herself. She did not demand cultural conformity, but rather found ways to allow the culture to be a window through which the Faith could shine brightly.
My own ancestral culture produced some of the greatest Saints of the Church, and a liturgical and monastic life which rivaled even the deserts of Egypt. My ancestors were Orthodox, every bit as Orthodox as my Russian, Greek, Arab, Romanian, etc... brothers and sisters.
The renewal I speak of must be one that permits the narrow-minded culture wars in the Church to fall away, and open the mind of Orthodox Christians to the reality of a diverse Church. A Church in which Irish and Russian, French and Greek, African and Asian can co-exist with all the wonderfully varied cultural and liturgical variations that come with these groups.
This is why I will always embrace my western roots, and will never abandon them.
I identify with and embrace fully the theology of the Orthodox, because they (I should say “we”
since I am, afterall, an Orthodox Priest) possess the True Faith. But Liturgically and culturally I will always identify and deeply love the Western traditions: the Roman, English, Celtic, Gallican, etc...
I guess
you could say that I am, in my heart of hearts, an ex-Anglican who has found his
home in communion with the East.
I am Anglo-Orthodox.
And if you're reading, following, and agreeing with any of this, I can only assume that you are too.
Glory be to Jesus Christ.
Benedicat vos Omnipotens Deus, Pater, et Filius, et Spiritus Sanctus. Amen.